A post about Jesus, insanity and most of all - Love.

The only time that I "tripped", in the multilayer of the universes my mind existed at that moment, I discovered for myself that LOVE is the only feeling a human being should cling to...today, with the clearest and soberest of all mindsets I've been for the last year-  I still do believe so......as long as love exists inside, happiness will come in so many shapes- carried and shared by so many different people from the past, present and future..people you might know, or people you might have never seen in your life, or you won't ever see........I love Shakespeare, I LOVE Shakespeare,  because when I read Sonnet 18 I feel love inside and I can see her - the woman he wrote the sonnet to, and she is still alive, she lives inside each person that reads the sonnet over and over again, as well as his love for her is still here, because love transcends time and space, and bodies, and ideologies...I fall in love with songs, and movies, and poems, and books, and I carry each line, and rhyme and character inside of me, and they fill me in with the feeling of infinity..I feel infinity, when I fall in love......probably, in history the most love-giving person on Earth was Jesus, and though I'm not religious, and you might not be either, you can't disagree that the humanity has been writing and talking about this guy for soooooo long and I start wondering, would it be the same if he didn't love humans and people around him, as much as he did?! is it the love he had that made him infinite, ubiquitous ?!...and it's not about loving a particular person, no, its not about that kind of love, it's just about being able to love, love life, and people, and their smiles, and just everything around you......and the only, the only reason I think people are incapable to feel love is because they've been hurt one too many times...and then they build up their walls, and their fortress resists all the suffering, and keeps the bad stuff away, but it also keeps the love away...and how can you be infinite when you keep the love away?!I love...and in this moment I feel infinite, in my pajamas, listening to Ben Howard, feeling as if big bright rays of light explode from the tips of my fingers, and my thoughts are just a big ocean and this words are small ships carried by the breeze of my sober insanity!